What did I say wrong?
How did I mess up?
All this trying and
I’m still not good enough.
I’m sorry.
I’ll try harder,
run more.
Dress better,
eat less.
I’m sorry.
I won’t be so emotional.
I’ll hold the salty wet back.
I can punish myself for the mistakes;
better than anyone else can.
Don’t worry.
I’ll handle this.
I know how to injure.
Years of practice and whatnot.
I’m sorry.
But, what did I do?
-Cynic Ninja
