Wednesday, June 3, 2015

You

You pull the curtains of my life back
when I’d already thought they were open.
You sprinkle fairy dust on my life with each breath.
You bring feelings and emotion where once there was blankness.

Every laugh brings me pleasure.
Every touch holds healing love instead of pain.
Serious conversations mix seamlessly into joking thoughts,
childhood stories, and back again.

Periods of contented silence afford me time to sit in your presence;
To smell your skin and run my lips over the rough edges of your fingernails.
Glittery diamond feelings collide with overflowing love as I look toward you.

Never doubt,
you are more than enough.
You chose me.
You are my Love.



-Cynic Ninja

Confusion is My Companion

What are you trying to pull?
What are you playing at?
You claim this is a game only I know the rules to,
but hey, I’m just as lost as you in this relationship.

You set rules and break them in the next breath.
How can I keep up?
How am I to keep my head above
when you keep toying with me as a shark with his prey?

You roughly cut me loose.
I breathe a sigh of relief, thinking
It’s over.
Then you snatch me back down.
Pull me around.
Push me away and pull me back.

I need to look up.
Up for air.
Up for light.
Up for hope and peace and Him.



-Cynic Ninja