I forgot about the whole body tenseness
when thinking about this topic.
It starts in my toes and creeps upwards.
My legs are on high alert,
my arms tight,
breath shallow and
barely there.
My whole outer self
shrinks inward.
Making a desperate attempt
to seek shelter somewhere deep inside.
I see it all
over
and
over again;
playing in a continuous loop.
I am above
looking down
and feel absolute
immobile
panic.
Cynic Ninja
